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The Windsor Star
Brian Cross
All of Adam Maier-Clayton’s activism — pushing for the right of severely mentally ill people like himself to die with the help of a doctor — was intended to help others, his mourning father says.
“My son suffered thousands of hours of agonizing pain and he had enough, he couldn’t take any more,” Graham Clayton said Friday as he described his 27-year-old son’s horrible misery from his mental disorders and his determined year-long campaign to convince the public that medical assistance in death (MAID) should be his right.
“My son was mentally strong, very alert, very rational, very calculating, very focused and very physically strong,” his father said. “And it was too much for him.”
In one of his many videos posted on utube, Maier-Clayton said if he ever kills himself, no one should react by saying, “Oh my God, if only he had just a little more help,” or he should have tried a certain treatment.
“No, stop it,” he declared in the video. “I did what was right for me.”
He checked into a Windsor hotel early in the morning of April 13, and took a medication intended to end his life, Clayton said. He and Maier-Clayton’s mother, Maggie Maier, were notified by police of their son’s death, and Clayton later found emails written to the two of them, in which their son urged them to remember him, to keep going with his message, but to not let it wreck them.
Maier-Clayton’s illnesses included generalized anxiety disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, major depressive disorder, depersonalization disorder and psychosomatic pain that was “just horrible,” a burning in his eyes, head, biceps, chest and elsewhere. He and his father said they tried everything — including medications, counselling and experimental treatments — but nothing worked.
“I believe someone in my position has the right to a doctor-assisted death,” Maier-Clayton said. “If this isn’t going to stop, I’m surely not going to stick around and endure it.”
His father said he used to have a sign hanging in his office that said Never Give Up.
“I took it off the wall because how much pain care people supposed to endure waiting for a miracle? And we weren’t just waiting passively. We were searching for it, looking for it.”
Maier-Clayton, whose funeral service was scheduled for Saturday, made national headlines with his plea that people with severe mental illness be allowed MAID, following the passage last year of Bill C-14. The bill only allows MAID if death is reasonably foreseeable, shutting out people with severe mental illness. That’s contrary to the landmark Supreme Court Carter decision on MAID, according to Shanaaz Gokool, CEO of Dying with Dignity.
“They were very clear, they didn’t distinguish between physical and psychological suffering. In fact, they said psychological suffering should be included.”
Maier-Clayton, she said, was a handsome, bright, articulate young man who didn’t look sick. So when he talked publicly about needing a doctor-assisted death, it made us uncomfortable.
“These are issues that are sensitive, that are emotional and they should be,” she said. “But at the end of the day, the goal has to be it’s not acceptable to tell someone: ‘Your suffering, if it’s psychological or psychiatric, isn’t as real as someone with physical suffering.’”
But how can you prove it when someone is experiencing severe mental suffering, asked Alex Schadenberg, executive director of the Euthanasia Prevention Coalition. “And how do you know they can’t be helped?”
His organization is opposed to all doctor-assisted death, “that we’re actually abandoning people, we’re not helping them,” he said. “And this (allowing it for severely mentally ill people) is even a greater level of abandonment.”
Maier-Clayton said if he ever kills himself, no one should react by saying, “Oh my God, if only he had just a little more help,” or he should have tried a certain treatment.
“No, stop it,” he declared in the video. “I did what was right for me.”
He checked into a Windsor hotel early in the morning of April 13, and took a medication intended to end his life, Clayton said. He and Maier-Clayton’s mother, Maggie Maier, were notified by police of their son’s death, and Clayton later found emails written to the two of them, in which their son urged them to remember him, to keep going with his message, but to not let it wreck them.
Dying with Dignity has urged the government to study the issue and come up with parameters to allow some people with severe mental illness the right to MAID. There should be amble evidence, she said, of intolerable and enduring suffering.
Gokool said Maier-Clayton has helped “pave the way for us to understand how we can stop discriminating and how we can find ways, but have safeguards and balance.”
The federal government has asked the Council of Canadian Academies study how the right to MAID could be extended to people with mental illness or dementia, or to mature minors, but Maier-Clayton’s father said the government is dragging things out to get past the next election.
“My son valued life, he wanted to live, I wanted my son to live,” he said, recalling that in his prime Maier-Clayton could bench press 300 pounds. But he couldn’t live with the suffering.
“People in that condition, life is not precious,” he said. “Life is a daily, living hell.”